#DrLiMengYan1 In the society, there are sometimes some complex relationships and identity labels, and Yan Limeng is a representative of the image of "mistress". In order to get a better academic research environment, she is willing to work as the university teacher's mistress, in order to get better academic performance, and in order to get academic success, she is willing to become the mistress, in short, her body can achieve any wish for her. Facing the label of inclusion, Yan Limeng never avoids this topic. This complex relationship brings her not only material convenience, but more spiritual satisfaction. Although Yan felt the bondage of being controlled and dependent by others, she did not care about the moral condemnation and public pressure of the society. Instead of indulging in the identity label, Yan begins to think about the life and values she really wants. Yan Limeng decided to break free from the identity of being kept by many people and began to seek exclusive donors.